Life is so unfair since 14 months and i don't think its real i just turned 30. I was harmed by a clueless doctor now she lives her life and i am having panic attacks nearly everyday. I am in pain, i am on the verge of giving up i have no emotions since 14 months. Never laughed truly. I don't think its possible to live this way. We came to this life once and i fucked up unreal.
No wife, no children, and I fear I'll never meet a wife because I have to live locked in my room. I just have my parents who are saddened to see him suffering everyday. The lack of sleep is also killing me. So I feel you dela784.