PennyCat Sep 7, 2023 I'm going to take a break now. My T still bothers me, but I know coming on here several times a day is just giving me anxiety. Much love <3
I'm going to take a break now. My T still bothers me, but I know coming on here several times a day is just giving me anxiety. Much love <3
PennyCat Sep 5, 2023 I had my procedure today. I will be getting a stent for my pulsatile tinnitus in October! I'll post results in the comments.
I had my procedure today. I will be getting a stent for my pulsatile tinnitus in October! I'll post results in the comments.
PennyCat Sep 5, 2023 I'll come on here to update after my procedure but then might take a break - reading some things here gives me major anxiety
I'll come on here to update after my procedure but then might take a break - reading some things here gives me major anxiety
PennyCat Sep 4, 2023 Tomorrow is my cerebral angiogram with an interventional neuroradiologist to find out more info about my pulsatile T. I'm kind of scared
Tomorrow is my cerebral angiogram with an interventional neuroradiologist to find out more info about my pulsatile T. I'm kind of scared
PennyCat Aug 31, 2023 Anxious again today. Tired of having so many tones. I hope at least some of them disappear with time.
Anxious again today. Tired of having so many tones. I hope at least some of them disappear with time.
PennyCat Aug 31, 2023 I turn 23 on Saturday (September 2). Asked my parents if they'd want to go to an aquarium w/ me, like I'm 5. Everything comes full circle
I turn 23 on Saturday (September 2). Asked my parents if they'd want to go to an aquarium w/ me, like I'm 5. Everything comes full circle
PennyCat Aug 30, 2023 I wish I knew what caused my tinnitus. But I have a feeling I probably never will. Stress, TMJ, bad luck, karma ???
I wish I knew what caused my tinnitus. But I have a feeling I probably never will. Stress, TMJ, bad luck, karma ???
PennyCat Aug 29, 2023 My new mantra: "I hear it, I can't do anything about it, it's fine, I'll be okay." Is that actually true? Who knows. I hope it is!
My new mantra: "I hear it, I can't do anything about it, it's fine, I'll be okay." Is that actually true? Who knows. I hope it is!
PennyCat Aug 28, 2023 Does anyone have a tone that's not steady, but kinda fluctuates? My latest one is like beeeedooooobeeeedoooo and it's quite annoying :/
Does anyone have a tone that's not steady, but kinda fluctuates? My latest one is like beeeedooooobeeeedoooo and it's quite annoying :/
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 (2/2) PT. However, I'd have to be on blood thinners and Aspirin for quite some time, and I'm scared how that would affect my normal T
(2/2) PT. However, I'd have to be on blood thinners and Aspirin for quite some time, and I'm scared how that would affect my normal T
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 (1/2) So I'm having a cerebral angiogram on Sept 5 for my pulsatile T. Depending what is found I may get a stent placed which would fix the
(1/2) So I'm having a cerebral angiogram on Sept 5 for my pulsatile T. Depending what is found I may get a stent placed which would fix the
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 Had a slightly better day but now I'm really anxious again I just want to get through this
PennyCat Aug 25, 2023 My brain likes to convince me that I will be unable to habituate, even though I know it's more likely than not that I can and will.
My brain likes to convince me that I will be unable to habituate, even though I know it's more likely than not that I can and will.
PennyCat Aug 25, 2023 I can't stop crying. I can't stop this endless anxiety attack. I don't know what to do anymore
4Grace Aug 23, 2023 @PennyCat I woke up thinking of you today. How are you doing, I hope you're feeling a little better.
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 Someone please tell me that it won't keep getting worse indefinitely and that it will stabilize… I can't keep going like this
Someone please tell me that it won't keep getting worse indefinitely and that it will stabilize… I can't keep going like this
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 I also really wish I knew if this was a spike or my new normal. How long do spikes usually last?
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 I wish someone could tell me with certainty that I will be okay. But nobody knows. So I just cry and cry
I wish someone could tell me with certainty that I will be okay. But nobody knows. So I just cry and cry
PennyCat Aug 21, 2023 Can't sleep. There are so many sounds and distortions. It keeps getting worse. Who would've thought my life would be destroyed at 22?
Can't sleep. There are so many sounds and distortions. It keeps getting worse. Who would've thought my life would be destroyed at 22?
PennyCat Aug 20, 2023 Really frequent episodes of fleeting T lately as well, I hope that's not an indicator of worsening to come :/
Really frequent episodes of fleeting T lately as well, I hope that's not an indicator of worsening to come :/
PennyCat Aug 19, 2023 Would greatly appreciate any words of encouragement. Anxiety back at extreme levels + suicidal ideation
Would greatly appreciate any words of encouragement. Anxiety back at extreme levels + suicidal ideation
PennyCat Aug 18, 2023 I swear every time I get back on my feet and think I'll be okay it knocks me down again. It'll never be okay, maybe I need to learn that
I swear every time I get back on my feet and think I'll be okay it knocks me down again. It'll never be okay, maybe I need to learn that
PennyCat Aug 17, 2023 My main sound seems to be a high pitched hissing sizzle in the middle of my head. Can't tell if this is a good or bad sign.
My main sound seems to be a high pitched hissing sizzle in the middle of my head. Can't tell if this is a good or bad sign.