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The fucking flu…why it has to play with my goddamn ears? Mar 5, 2024

    1. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      The fucking flu…why it has to play with my goddamn ears?
    2. Andrew40
      Andrew40
      Hello.! How do you feel about the clock? How did you manage to feel better when you had reactive tinnitus that got worse even with the sound of a fan? I have the same situation with noise, it is reactive.
      1. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Hey Andrew, unfortunately I felt like I didn’t had escape when reactive tinnitus was constant. Going to a quieter place or exposing myself to non reactive frequencies was my solution.
        Feb 2, 2024
      2. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        However, I feel that exposing myself to too much silence might be a factor that can actually contribute to exacerbating the reactivity when I introduce myself again to those harsh frequencies, so finding a balance is important
        Feb 2, 2024
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      3. Andrew40
        Andrew40
        hi, sorry for bothering you. I have catastrophic reactive tinnitus.. And over the last 8 months there has been a constant worsening.. I sit at home, I don’t go out because street noises raise the loud sound of tinnitus in my head. Everything became much worse after the work of a cranial sarcal therapist, the ringing went from the ears to the head. How are you feeling?
        Apr 11, 2024
    3. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Despite other wins, 2022 was the worst year of my life and a year I won’t forget. Happy new year y’all! Hope 2024 brings a lot of blessings
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    4. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Upon reflection, when 2023 started, tinnitus was a big deal. Now, I’m thankful to say that’s no longer the case. I barely hear the ringing.
    5. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Using over the ear headphones to go to the gym. Apart from starting to look better physically, my mental health has improved 1000%
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    6. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Gonna get earwax removal tomorrow. Scared as crap, as I believe this is what caused my tinnitus (syringing + manual removal).
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      2. DeanD
        DeanD
        I get the want to do it, and also the concern.
        If I felt the absolute need to get it done now I would do two things - first use ear drops for at least a week to really soften the wax.
        Second, as @DimLeb says, ask for manual ear wax removal.
        The machines are loud and dangerous to anyone with sensitive ears or auditory systems
        Oct 3, 2023
      3. DeanD
        DeanD
        I read it being told on here time and time again that headphones should not be used even on a low volume - if thats the case I can't understand why a loud microsuction gun inside the ear canal is considered safe!
        Oct 3, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Thanks for the advice @DeanD!

        If they offer me microsuction, I will avoid it at all costs. Not worth the risk.

        I can tolerate over the ear headphones, but no way that headphones can be compared with a loud microsuction gun inside the ears.
        Oct 3, 2023
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    8. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      The low pitched humming that sounds like an engine in my right ear is back, after 6 months of remission. May God forbid that tone.
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    9. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Also, I managed to enjoy the sound of a fan without reactivity/sensitivity. I was almost in tears when I heard that nostalgic sound lol
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        It took me about 16 months to get in the place where I’m currently at, with multiple setbacks along the road, but the latest few months have being more consistent.
        Sep 14, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        If by distortions you mean beeping, humming or any other similar sounds then yeah, I also used to heard those over the fan. It either alternated between a reactive “eeee”, Morse code beeping and even a light saber at some point.
        Sep 14, 2023
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        Sep 14, 2023
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    10. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Carrying a normal life, went to a bar that was at 105 dB (they should ban this sound level tbh). Thankfully had earplugs, no adverse effects
      1. DeanD
        DeanD
        Damn that's loud for a bar!! - I have been to a couple, even a nightclub (prob a bad idea) but nothing went past 90db!
        Sep 13, 2023
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      2. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Yeah man, they had a huge speaker on a relatively small space blasting at full volume, super unnecessary. It felt loud even with hearing protection, but we left to another bar after 15 minutes.

        Not worth the risk, there’s a world of difference with 90 dB vs 105 dB
        Sep 14, 2023
    11. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      For folks that suffer from reactivity: a few hours of sleep made mine way worser till’ I slept properly. ALWAYS aim to be adequately rested.
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        @ErikaS I don’t take anything since I generally sleep okay, but if I want to make sure to aim between 7-8 hours of sleep, I take about 15 mg of melatonin. It doesn’t help in the sense that makes the ringing perception lower, but being better rested implies lower reactivity and lower baseline as well.
        Aug 18, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        @WCJohn yes, but generally when that happens, I wake up feeling tired and by consequence, the majority of the times it feels louder.

        But if by toxic nap, you mean a nap where you got a short nightmare, then you might wake up feeling more stress, which makes things worser.
        Aug 18, 2023
      5. Supersix
        Supersix
        @WCJohn
        If I do it briefly dose off my ear will start hissing. It is the craziest thing. I haven't taken a nap in years because of this.
        Nov 4, 2023
    12. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Looks like I will be involuntary transitioned into a high stress role. Y’all know what happens with stress :) hope it doesn’t end my career
      1. Ngo13
        Ngo13
        Good luck!
        Aug 4, 2023
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    13. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Manager pressuring me due to delayed certification, which was required within the first year of starting. Time to tell him about tinnitus.
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I hope that you get your certification soon!
        Aug 3, 2023
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Thanks! I will be letting you know

        And it indeed sucks a lot, and for persons that have OCD like me, I don’t really have the physiological strength to endure this shitty condition too much
        Aug 4, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Turns out the manager told me that he developed another condition that caused him partial vision loss at the beginning of his career, so he was very understanding with tinnitus.

        At least I get a sense of relief that I may not be biased
        Aug 7, 2023
    14. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Insect bit my right feet and got cellulitis. Looks like I need to use antibiotics, ALL of them are ototoxic. Fuck that, not consuming those.
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        Jul 29, 2023
    15. 4Grace
      4Grace
      Hello Eternalringing - do you use musician ear plugs when you go out or the solid foam ones? Or nothing? Can you talk with them in if you wear them?
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      2. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        I see, if that is the case, then you can have higher hopes with that Susan Shore device. Mine doesn’t change with any of that so I lost faith on that device lol
        Jul 31, 2023
      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Oh sorry to hear about your hearing loss! If the hearing loss is recent, definitely try steroid ASAP, since the steroid treatment is really helpful with early stages.
        Jul 31, 2023
      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Thanks - every story I read is a bad one regarding steroids and Tinnitus. My hearing comes and goes. At night I can barley hear anything out my right ear.
        Jul 31, 2023
    16. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Went to a baseball game again with no adverse effects. Unnoticeable reactivity w/ protection. Apple Watch recorded 87 dB on avg for 3 hours.
      1. gameover
        gameover
        Loud as fuck.
        Jul 1, 2023
      2. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        Whoo hoo!
        Jul 1, 2023
    17. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Hey y’all, just wanted to say that I’m doing better. I went to a baseball game, movie theatre and to six flags with no adverse effects. :)
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      2. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Much love to all of you, and I’m sure you will all get the silence you all deserve some day. While I don’t consider myself a complete success story yet because my condition still fluctuates, I promise to keep you updated. Holding onto a glimmer of hope is what keeps us moving forward.
        Jun 16, 2023
      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Way to go! Thank you so much for the encouragement!!
        Jun 16, 2023
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      4. ZFire
        ZFire
        That’s good to hear then. Keep us posted.

        Cheers, man.
        Jun 16, 2023
    18. Matthew231
      Matthew231
      Hey, I was just wondering, according to your recent posts you also got Tinnitus a few days after an ear cleaning. I seem to be in the same boat, could you elaborate a little further on that?
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      2. Matthew231
        Matthew231
        Yea I'm 20 and I don't want to have to live like this. It's completely screwing me over too because I need to go for an internship by next summer and Idk how I'm supposed to function at an interview like this.

        I'm hoping my ENT can provide some answers but I'm kinda doubting it. It feels better now (somehow after 2 flights) but I can still hear it during the day.
        Jun 21, 2023
      3. Matthew231
        Matthew231
        The thing that drives me crazy is that it doesn't increase significantly in volume with background noise, it just seems to increase in step with background noise to maintain the same volume, which in a way is actually more irritating than reactivity because it doesn't feel like reactivity.
        Jun 21, 2023
      4. Matthew231
        Matthew231
        The reason why I'm kicking myself is cause I knew about tinnitus, I've had some very mild tinnitus for a while now, ever since my ear problems started kicking in around Middle School. It's just that this recent irrigation has thrown it totally out of wack. I'm hoping this is just an extended spike and it will taper down.
        Jun 21, 2023
    19. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      I’m going to take a break from this website for at least two weeks, hoping it will reduce my obsession with tinnitus. Take care, everyone!
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    20. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Silence was once my meditation refuge, but the fucking sounds in my head took that away from me.
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      2. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        @Mo8409 Yup, there’s extended hearing tests. However, almost nobody perform those kinds of tests because there’s not too much benefit over it apart from knowing you have some damage.
        Jun 15, 2023
      3. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        @EternalRinging Yeah, I just sent a message to my audiologist for one and she says I'm not a candidate since I passed the 1st one with flying colors and I typically have it in 1 ear....which some days it seems to be both. She says I don't have the symptoms for any toxicity of the ear. Hope she's right.
        Jun 15, 2023
      4. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        @Mo8409 I just looked up ototoxicity symptoms and tinnitus is one of them.
        Jun 16, 2023
    21. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      One of my co-workers was telling with a scratchy voice about how much fun he had at the club over the weekend, only if that could be me…
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        I miss being social like that too.......... :(
        May 16, 2023
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        @Strawberryblonde as Joshua mentioned, perhaps maybe one day :(

        I refuse to believe that such intrusive beast may last forever.

        There needs to be an improvement at some point which should allow us to live a more normal life.
        May 19, 2023
      4. Mo8409
        Mo8409
        My father and brother have had it for 30 plus years and I never knew until I got it. They go to concerts and live a regular life. So I wanted to let you guys know it's possible.
        May 26, 2023
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    22. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Today is the 1 year anniversary of what I thought was only going to be temporary…little did I knew, what a fucking horrible ride.
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        May 27, 2023
    23. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Why so many fluctuations in baseline and reactivity if damage is permanent? That doesn’t make sense lol
    24. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Has anybody being brave enough to use AirPods Pro? I really miss using my AirPods, I haven’t use them in almost one year :(
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      2. Hardwell
        Hardwell
        It’s very easy to be caught up in things we can’t or shouldn’t do now. But in the grand scheme of things, not being able to use AirPods isn’t a big deal. At the moment I’m struggling with the fact I can’t go and watch Guardians of the galaxy 3. I’m hoping this settles in the near future
        May 6, 2023
      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        I saw some of your posts and noticed that when you first got tinnitus, it eventually got quieter.

        So that’s a good sign, meaning it can get quieter again. I’ll be hoping for the best for you!
        May 6, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        I had mine for 11 months, with some days better than others and I was getting fleeting silence until I got the flu about a month ago. Learned my lesson on not to consume ototoxic drugs since that spikes it for me tremendously.
        May 6, 2023
    25. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Return to office was okay, heard a new light saber tone but typical tinnitus was less noticeable than in my apartment despite reactivity
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      2. brixenbrixen
        brixenbrixen
        In my office I notice the T minor than in my flat too
        Jun 1, 2023
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        That’s good, at least we’re able to get partial distraction in office :)

        I wish I could have known sooner that the office wasn’t as bad as I thought lol
        Jun 15, 2023
    26. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
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    27. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Return to office coming soon…I hope my reactive tinnitus doesn’t compete with the AC noise of the office, or else, I don’t know what I’ll do
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      3. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        What happened, that it didn't work?
        Apr 24, 2023
      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        My reactive tinnitus used to be only unilateral at the beginning, so I tried plugging my bad ear but it always sounded worser when exposed to sounds that trigger the reactivity, despite being plugged.

        My tinnitus may react up to a certain level of noise (lets say up to ~75 db, but it depends on the frequency and if I’m having a good or bad day) and then sounds louder than that may mask it.
        Apr 25, 2023
      5. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Probably a sound generator with a certain non reactive frequency might be a better solution for me, if I notice that my reactivity dominates me in office. Downside is that I found out that insurance doesn’t cover it, so may have to spend $4K.
        Apr 25, 2023
    28. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Got the flu and now I’m back to square one :( now I can hear this over the radio. Not sure if I should blame the flu or DayQuil.
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      3. Jsm_Joestar
        Jsm_Joestar
        might be something that happens till it goes away completely. Congestion can stay even when the flu has cleared
        Mar 31, 2023
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      4. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Makes sense, when I got COVID a while back my tinnitus stayed flared up for a few weeks even after COVID “went away” till it returned to baseline. I hope this time it’s no different and my reactivity/volume can calm down.
        Mar 31, 2023
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      5. Sammy0225
        Sammy0225
        If it went away before it'll go away again. Chin up
        Apr 1, 2023
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    29. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      I got on a plane for the 5th time during the year. For the first time after many flights, MY TINNITUS WASN’T REACTING W/ HEADPHONES ON!
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    30. EternalRinging
      EternalRinging
      Today I turned on the TV to watch baseball. I couldn’t bear it, crowd sounds triggered my reactive tinnitus.
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      2. ZFire
        ZFire
        I have this too. Crowd noise draws out the reactivity most of time.
        Mar 17, 2023
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      3. EternalRinging
        EternalRinging
        Yeah it’s non sense. I wouldn’t even be here if I had non-reactive single tone tinnitus under 30 db. I think it might be likely that the reactivity issue gets activated with a range of specific frequencies such as crowd noises.
        Mar 19, 2023
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      4. ZFire
        ZFire
        Yeah I think you’re on to something. I feel the same way
        Mar 31, 2023
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    Gender:
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    Location:
    Dallas, TX
    Tinnitus Since:
    05/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown