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Everything was going OK at the hospital until I was put in a room with someone hooked to various extremely loud beeping machines. I got blasted with high pitched pure tones and my tinnitus is not liking that
T
can you wear earplugs?
Nes
@tobyharrixon fortunately I can. I wore them for almost 48 hours straight though so my ears are getting sore... But today was a quiet day, I did fine with just ear defenders
Static sound in my left ear is annoying as hell. I'm going to try to make an appointment with a well qualified doctor in Sioux Falls S.D. tomorrow.
I have hard time forgiving myself for what I did. I was basically cured. Then I do something so stupid, and go to a club. I had earplugs on but damage is done. I've not had this kind of feeling since year 1 when I got this condition.
Tryn2BHopeful
Feeling the same way. I was doing well, until one thing in December for my daughter that I thought was fine. Worse than ever. Trying to forgive myself has been hard. I keep hope that things will calm down eventually.
S
@angel223 I didn't notice my T anymore. I really had to concentrate to heat it, I was doing that well. But it took 6 years. I was doing really well.
Ken219
You have learned and taught others do not attend loud events even with ear protection! You habituated before now do it again. I'm in a spike lets ride it out together.
Currently hospitalised because I have air around my heart. They have to put me on penicilin and I'm SCARED. No choice if I don't want to die though
Good news! My finger healed! :D
(It's been so long since something of mine became injured AND THEN healed completely T_T Maybe it's possible for more of me to heal...)
@Juliane How are you doing? I hope your medical procedure went well and that you didn't spike.
Juliane
@ECP Thank you so much for checking in on me. I went through with the medical procedure without any sedatives or Xanax which I never thought I could, but I managed. My fear of disrupting my GABA receptors was too strong so I endured the procedure without any "help".
ECP
That's wonderful! It must be a relief to get that taken care of.
Paracetamol seems to make my T lower in volume, and caffeine makes it louder. My guess is that there is something physical going on inside my ear.
PART 2
*rotating my head from side to side=SPIKES
*turning my neck to bring your ear to your shoulder=SPIKES
*bending my neck forward to bring your chin to your chest=SPIKES
*Ive always been able to make me ear scream by pressing right behind my ear on the "bony part". Just a coincidence that the SCM attaches right there? Might be a eartrauma combined with muscles in my case maybe?
Very intressting
PART 1 Today i found a very intressting article. I read this article and EVERY movement from the SCM spike my tinnitus while im doing it. I do have an old whiplash injury and i sit ALOT at the computer. This might explain why i get 2-3 weeeks of a spike when i try stretch my neck.
I accidentally listened to the coil whine on my monitor while looking for the source of some noise I was hearing and now I have this awful new tinnitus sound. It's been 24h. Scared I gave myself a new permanent sound...
Nes
False alarm, it's gone after a good night of sleep!
PART 2 (see part 1 below) Was only for like 0,5-1 second but it was like someone stabbed my ear. Pretty sure i got an instant spike because of it.
MindOverMatter
I think you are doing yourself a big favour, not in a positive way, to assume instant spikes and thinking "worst case" with every incident. Its the constant fight of flight loop you need to break. Thats the first step to "healing" and moving forward.
Sodlin
Normally i can handle "medium high" sounds and brush them of or forget about them in like 1-2 hours but this sound instantly sent me into panic mode (which dosent happen THAT much anymore, maybe once each month). It was more the frequency and the pain in my ear that made this more then the Decibel. If it was 90-95 DB of a normal random sound i would probably not have bothered that much. I do agree with you tho.
PART 1 Was watching a video about sound treatment in a room and i went into a calculator to see what HZ are being generated with certain room sizes. Didnt knew it actually played the sound when the mouse pointer howered over the Hertz icons so my computer speaker that generally are 50- 60 DB Screached out around 90-95 DB of the most unbearable sound ive ever heard.
I think am experiencing my first spike after a visit at a bar with an avg of 68db. Feeling drained and defeated. I am so fed up.
S
I feel you. Normal life is not available to us anymore. Silent forests are our new best places to spend time in...
DamagedJoe
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That was the db level. I was so naive again an thought my ears could handle it. Is it enough to further damage my hearing? I got new tones....
well, hyperacusis has reached unimaginable levels. I am going to die in my bed homebound for life. crazy huh?
4 hours of fun - 4 weeks of ear ache, increased T, feeling of fullness, tiredness, nausea, increased H, depression, poor sleep etc. And this happened while wearing earplugs. Stay out of nightclubs people. Not worth it.
S
Just 2 years ago I still had sensitivity for fan noises and I couldnt hear lyrics on one song. Just little over year ago I noticed that I can hear the lyrics again and I toleratw fan noises etc. It's been a slow process.
DamagedJoe
And how was your T before your Spike?
S
Basically gone. I really had to try to hear it, even in silence. I was doing very well. Honestly I didn't usually even remember I had this condition anymore. Still had to be careful with headphones, wind noise etc.
I visited a Neurotologist and he said he could fix my temporal bone but he doesn't think it's related to my left ear tinnitus. He commented that Lenire helped some people.
My radiator was super loud, which caused an accidental sound enrichement in my room for 2 days. My hyperacusis today is almost gone and my T doesn't react. I've decided to do sound enrichment by opening the windows
D
Oh wow. I recently got an annoying morse code thing that appears on top of some sounds. Maybe the treatment is more sound exposure after all?
Nes
@DimLeb I spoke too soon, as yesterday I tried to sound enrich with waves sounds on my phone and it caused me a spike and a bit of pain. I protected for the rest of the night and sleep reset the spike. But so far, sounds not coming from a digital source have been very effective for me!
delta784
@DimLeb that morse code i have it too its dysacusis
I have had no problems with hyperacusis or noise sensitivity for the past 5-6 years. I am fine with loud noises from acoustic pianos or live venues. I don't need earplugs at all, and the whole thing that happened to me seems like a weird dream.

I wish I could help those in need of my advice who suspects that their cause of hyperacusis might have stemmed from emotional sufferings.
I'm going to hate on myself rn because I'm such an idiot. I walked right past a group of landscapers and they were blaring their equipment really loud and I didn't cover my ears. I hope I don't get a spike or any more damage, I didn't want to cover my ears because I thought I would look crazy, but now I hate myself because I didn't.
Marina Moon
from the bottom of my heart I enjoy going on walks, but it wasn't until tinnitus that I hadn't become aware of all the loud sounds around me. Today I was more cautious while going for a walk and covered my ears while passing by landscapers, but now it makes me want to cry. A normal and relaxing activity like going for a walk has now become a stressful one. I refuse to accept this as my reality T-T
Finished two business trips in two weeks. A year ago at this time I wasn't sure I'd ever be able to go again. Ended the last trip with a fun night of karaoke, wearing my earplugs. I'm grateful for all life has given me.
Just writing here because my tinnitus is annoying me a lot lately. Usually, this happens at times when other problems in my life are more managable. Funny how that works.
BrOKeN_1
Trying keep you on your toes I guess. Stupid azz T!
I can't do that anymore. I'm not strong enough for it. My life no longer has any meaning. I can no longer feel joy. My relationships are suffering. I am suffering. I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
2049v
@dreamer16 it's still the same level, severe. It was impossible to cope in the beginning, still hard. I was planning to k*ll myself. I started to work again, kept myself as busy as possible. Shortly, I'm constantly running away from it 😂😂😂otherwise it becomes unbearable again.
DamagedJoe
@2049v i do the same. Always masking, Always running. I think i worsened my T last Weekend. Was in a bar with an average of 68db. Got a new tone. I could cry. I am disabled, i get it now.
2049v
@DamagedJoe as I said before I don't like pretending that everything is gonna be great etc. I'm just sharing my own experience and hoping that it would help you understand. This shit is really hard to live with my friend. It really is a torture but since nothing really helps it's better to try to have "peace deal" with it. Even though it's sound impossible we should try to achieve it 😃
This day atleast i wasnt the clumsy one..... My coworker fell over 4 chairs stacked on each other right next to me. Loud bam when all the chair feel to the floor and i didnt see it since they were behind me, everyone started to applause and laughing, it was very loud. Trying to stay calm.
Still doing good. Went on vacation, i go to conventions that are decently loud( i wear my costum plugs then but alot of the times i dont need them). Wishing yall a good recovery. Most people who recover leave this site so dont get discouraged if you dont see alot of success
Going to Mass is becoming way troublesome, with those damn loudspeakers as if we were in a nightclub!
W
I remember dealing with this. Call around to other parishes, usually one of them has a no music mass. Sit where it is quietist, step out during songs, or bring plugs that you can easily pop in, but whatever you do, don't give up on the sacraments. Even make time for adoration, even if it's dead quiet in there.
BrOKeN_1
My denomination uses the Organ and I cannot stand the sound of it. Needless to say I have become mostly inactive this past year.